Study hall... What a JOKE.

NEVER TAKE A STUDY HALL.
Ever.

Well.. At least at my school.
I wrote out part of this post in it yesterday.
Wanna hear?

DAY ONE.
I seriously cannot do this study hall shit...
Really it's like fucking detention.
Can't sleep,
eat,
talk.
You have to sit at your own table with NO ONE else.
And they're those damn lunch room tables too. I'm going to gouge my own eyes out.

LEGIT.

I'm getting the FUCK out of here ASAP.

15 more
FUCKING

minutes left.


I hate life.

Like honestly.

When I get home, NAP TIME. Hella yes.
For now?
Kill me.
Thanx.
-Jess.
Yeah today wasn't much better. Meyers made me go check which lockers we were assigned had boths on them. 23 of thsoe damn lockers had bolts on them.

Once again I get stuck with the REJECT lockers.

Fml. So im sharing with a freshy.

LOL FRESHMAN.
THEY'RE SO SMALL.

I made 5 new freshman friends.
Mike,
Jared,
Tina,
James,
girl-who-plays-violin.

I'm awful at names.

I was angry too, my whole geometry class was made up of REALLY smart freshman.
And my techer is...
Well..
Talking in a monotone voice and OH MY GOSH ive heard he's perverted.
Show a little somthin' get a better grade.
What is this world coming too??

by the way, my orchestra sub was walking around holding a pair of sissors like she was gonna stab somebody. And she like.. evesdropped like crazy. She was RATHER creepy.

Well, since I don't eat lunch I'm STARVING.

PIZZA ROLLS HERE I COME.

Peace-a-late. <33

The color of abduction..

Never ever wear yellow when you're walking down the street alone.
It is a creeper magnet.


Seriously.
I SWEAR this creepy guy was stalking me.
I took a HUGE detour from my house to avoid him following me home.
And like I got honked at SO many times.
I DON'T HAVE A BLACK BUTT.
LAY OFF.
And this old guy... whistled from the other side of the street.
Gross.

I wanted to die.

Never have I ever been so creeped on.
ALL BECAUSE...
My yellow shirt.
Thats the conclusion I came up with.
It's just SO bright.

 

Speaking of things that make me wanna die...

MY SCHOOL HAS OFFICALLY SCREWED ME OVER.
Ohhhh public school systems.
As stupid as it gets.

I am not going to be sitting in a study hall all semester.

That's for reject kids!

(Well, At least in a ghetto school it is.)

(I wish I went to a normal school.)

I have plotted out how this is going to change the rest of my life.

They put my in a study hall insted of health.

So next year I'm going to have to take a semester of health and gym.

Which means my senior year I'll have to take another semester of gym.

Which means my senior year I won't get into my sience intern program.

Because for science intern I leave durning the day after my primary classes.

Which means I won't get a good scolarship off of the science program.
Which means I won't go to college.

Which means I'll never get a good job.
And I'll die LONELY.

(I don't know where the die lonely thing came from.)

All because they don't want to take the time and put a health class in my schedule.

PUBLIC SCHOOLS.

UHHHHG.

 

I'm only slightly in a rage..

What do you people really think a Christian is?
Honestly?

Okay,
Just because I'm a Christian,
DOES NOT mean I am in any weay shape or form perfect.
Nor would I ever say I am.
I don't think i'm better than anyone AT ALL.
I make mistakes just like normal humans.
I'm not a saint.

Like where do people get thier ideas about this stuff?
I'm just curious.

And how is someone, Who hates Christianity going to say to me,
"You call yourself a Christian but you don't act like one."
You don't even know what A Christian is.
SO HOP OFF.

I don't bring religion into things,
Untill someone else does.
Then it's on.

I'm not going to stand here and take this.

Honestly.

People. Uhg.

It's days like today..

I almost can't think of anything to post.
Thank goodness for the 'almost'.

“When someone walks out of your life they are giving you the sign there is someone better to be in your life.”
It's just a depressing day.

Hmm, I have an idea.
When a guy says they are 'different'.
Just turn around and RUN.As FAST as you can.

If a guy is REALLY different. He'll prove it in actions, not words.

Besides, they're not different. They never are. EVER. ever.

Men give me migranes.

Enough said.

I have camera issues. >:D

Reason #1 why you shouldn't let me near your camera.
It's just not smart people!

Yup. That was my day.

There was like... a good 60 more pictures.
Just to let you know.
I do this everytime I get her camera.
<3

Well gee guys...

SO MANY PAGE VEIWS,
But no comments.

Guys come on,
I don't bite.

<3

So, guess where I've been GROUNDED.

The past week has been like prison for me.

Even now I feel like I'm on parole.


I dyed my hair.

I am offically a ginger.

(I HAVE NO SOUL.)
BEFORE                             AFTER





LOL, the first thing my mom said was I better get it back to the color it was.

What an ignorant statement.
I look hot though so,
WHATEVER.
I do what I want.

My dad just walked into my room and laughed at me.
THAT MAN <3

I feel like I did 4 hours of community service.
Pulling siding off the house.
UHG.
It sucked.
I was so covered in dirt,
I looked like an African-American.

(SORRY. YOU LIVE IN AMERICA YOU NO LONGER HAVE THE RIGHT TO CALL YOURSELF "AFRICAN" How much you wanna bet 97% of the people that call themselves "African-American" have never even seen Africa. I go to a ghetto school, that means I'm allowed to say this. [LOL] )

But, Guess what?
I'M FREE.
Except my mom is still on me about it.
And I seriously feel like she's my parole officer.
It's awful.

I went to a super crazy bonfire.
OH GOODNESS.
Apparently I pissed off A LOT of people that night.
It's great.
Because I didn't even mean to.

I kissed this guy,
annnnnnd
He was, PREEEETTY good looking.
I mean come on, I was dared to.
But when I was leaving someone mentioned the kiss.
And he stood up and said,
"Wanna do it again?!"
Ummm, I kinda looked at him to make sure he was serious.
YEAH, HE WAS.
OH MAN.
But I pissed off a good amount of people by doing that.
Apparently because I knew three people there liked me.
I DIDN'T.
The one, I told like two months ago, I didn't like him. I THOUGH HE GOT OVER ME.
The other, to my face told me he wasn't mad.
HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW HE WAS MAD.
And the third?
Talks about all these girls and all these dates.
He does not have the right to be mad.

Oh well.
I think I fixed it for the most part.
And the guy I kissed.
OH MAN.
Cute.
Just saying.

Off to get my schedule.
For school.
I'M SO EXCITED!
not.
I'm only excited for biology,
I GET TO DISSECT THINGS.
Win.

Smh. Guys these days.

Dear men, do us all a favor and...

GROW A SET.

Like Seriously?

Damn.

Since when have GIRLS been the ones with the balls.

Like honestly,

One more guy comes to me and whines about something,

I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT...

I'm gonna shoot myself.

Examples?

Oh you know it.

I know guys who care more about thier hair than me.

My best friend's boyfriend made us late to a concert so he could go get his make-up.

Guys whine when I don't text back quickly or don't have time to hang out with them.

I just got done fighting with a guy because he always tries to act innocent and is mad at me because I actually admit my faults like a big girl.

Guys bitch about their problems on facebook more than girls do.

Guys get pissy when you don't listen to them or say you don't care when they try to tell you some whole long story.

They pms. 

They have more confidence issues than girls.

They get all dressed up to go EVERYWHERE. Dude, Sweatpants. Hella yes.

Oh and it's pretty disappointing when I start talking about baseball and A guy is totally lost. 

And I'm sure I skipped A LOT.

Me and my best friend Katt, are in a rage.

I wanna meet a man, with more balls than me.

PLEASE.

I'm sorry but when I can be straight up and say yeah I messed up. And A guy tries to play it off like he's perfect. Sorry little bitches play the blame game. Men own up to their mistakes. Therefore  yes, I'm more of a man.

So please men.

Shut up.

Suck it up.

And grow a set.

With love,

Jess.

Haven't posted in a while...

Sorry, I meant to post today.. and yesterday.. and the day before that...
I got side-tracked OKAY?!

Well, Today I kicked my shoe off...
Into a forest...
With a very steep hill...
Very steep...
Which was covered in trees and vines and plants...
With thorns...

I swear I STILL have a thorn in my ass.

I'm not exactly the smartest person ever.

And and I almost got ran over by 6 guys on BMX bikes.
IT WAS ONLY OKAY WHEN THE CUTE ONE DID IT!

OH and I met college guys at cedar point the other day.
Oh my they were.. two out of the four.. REALLY cute!
And I got ALL there numbers.
I'm a total pimp, I know.

Altough.. Cam, (Aka the cutest.)
MAde me ride the Millenium force with him.
Don't know what that is?
LOOK IT UP.
The hill is tall..
VERY tall..
And he made me put my hands up.
Jerk.I'm still sore from that day.

And I swear, I was going to kill my friends mom.
THAT WOMAN.
I kept telling casey, I love you. You know I love you so much. But I HATE your mom. A LOT.
She stressed me out.
She literally casued me to have a stress attack.
I was shaking.
I never have those. The only person who could ever cause them in 5 minutes was my science teacher.
OH MR.LEONARD.

OH by the way, it was Casey's little 12 year old brother that talked to these guys for us.
WE HAVE A 12 YEAR OLD WINGMAN.
SAY WHAT?!
Lol, My day was made.
He kept calling us his "Wing-sisters."
I love Jacob.
With a passion.

Well if your a religious person, or religous but you have your doubts, go look at my new blog.
notyourtypicalgodblog.blogspot.com

It's 1:25 Am.
TIME FOR BED.

Hey guys, on my way home from cedar point. Crazy day. I have some GREAT stories for y'all ;D
For now?
sleeeeeeep.
<3

Yeah uh we just got here. Slowest. People. Ever.

Riding all the way to cedar point, in a car... With casey... This should gety exciting.

Ladies,
There is in fact a difference between teasing your hair and straight up bed head.

Sent from my mobile. Enjoy.
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I love my dad.
Im just chillin in out backroom, minding my own business, when he walks in quoteing some show about a super old guy telling a cop to "kiss his saggy ass." so my dad starts talking about how when he's that old i have to take care of him. I start laughing and saying "whhhhy me!?" he gets this dead serious look on his face, points at me and says:
"no, because i dont want your brother or your sister doing it. YOU." my sister is 30 and... Lets just go with crazy. Like.. Mental hospital crazy. So when i say "come on , why not joni?!" he marches up to me and says:

"if that happens, i will haunt you... your kids... and your kids kids." and walks out of the room.


then walks back in and says "i will haunt your sorry ass!"

this is why i try to spend as little time at home as possible.

smh.

Oops, I guess I just offended a lot of people...

A whole community of Gays, Bisexuals, Transgenders, Pansexuals, And Transvestites.

What's my prize?

(What is a pansexual...?)Now, before we begin let me tell you something.
I am in no way shape or form against gay..whatever.
It's not gay people as a whole I have anything against,
It's this certain group of people.

People kept inviting me and a bunch of other people to these events on facebook.
And this girl said, Sorry but I dont support this.
And people got pissy with her about it,
So, she posted something about the Bible, and how God created man and woman to reproduce together, and here come all these gay people insulting, her telling her she's wrong, and she's rude and offensive for saying it.

My issue here is,
You want people to believe in your veiws and accept how you feel,
But you're gonna bash her for saying how she feels?!
OH I see how it is,
It's alright for YOU to shove YOUR veiws down her throat but when she dissagrees it's wrong?
DOUBLE STANDARD MUCH.

So of course, being me I HAD to say something.

Jessi Ann Sharp posted to Supporting Gays, Bisexuals, Transgenders, Pansexuals, Transvestites, etc...
I felt the need to share because, I was invited to this. I don't support it honestly. I have friends that are Bi and Lesbian and gay, and I love them to death. I'll always be there for them. I do think it's stupid gay people can't get married but it doesn't bug me at all. I also agree with Amanda's post down there. I'm not trying to offend anyone I just don't think she should have got bashed so hard for saying that. You guys are trying to get people to accept how you feel and your veiws but you won't even respect hers? That doesn't make sense to me.

DO YOU SEE HOW RESPECTFULL THAT WAS?!Yet I have gotten SO many awful messages.
These people are straight up RUDE.


I'll probally post some of my conversations later.
<3


Please feel free to tell ym my veiws are wrong on here too.
OH how I love it when people do that.
<3


I swear.